it's here

I can't believe its really here...this week has been such a blur, hell the past 12 weeks that I have been training seem like such a blur.  I feel like I really tried to slow myself down this week to rest, but it didn't really happen :(  I started off with 1000 swim, then spin class on Tues...one of the hardest tracks I've ever done, so much for taking it easy...then an easy swim on Wed.  That's when my week got really crazy!  With finishing up MAP testing, the death of a student, and all the other odds and ends that make up my crazy jobs, I was EXHAUSTED, my foot hurt, my legs were sore from being so stressed and tense.  Thursday night I went for a facial to calm myself down and I could feel my legs being super tense...it was weird.  So I went to be REALLY early, but didn't sleep and woke up any way Friday morning for a short, but relaxing swim.  It felt good.  I'm typing this as I try and think of all the things I need to remember to bring with me...ugghhh I hate packing with I'm nervous!  I'm also needing to watch a tutorial on how to tape my foot...I just really hope my foot holds up.  There is nothing that I can do about the weather (50 and raining), but I want to try my hardest to not injure my self any more that I already have.  I just can't wait until its all over...the feeling will be great.  Then I can get back to my regular work outs and start loosing weight again, this week was not good, I was stress eating :(  Well, I guess that's it...I'm on my way to COMO in an hour...will def write after this is all over!!!