it's here

I can't believe its really here...this week has been such a blur, hell the past 12 weeks that I have been training seem like such a blur.  I feel like I really tried to slow myself down this week to rest, but it didn't really happen :(  I started off with 1000 swim, then spin class on Tues...one of the hardest tracks I've ever done, so much for taking it easy...then an easy swim on Wed.  That's when my week got really crazy!  With finishing up MAP testing, the death of a student, and all the other odds and ends that make up my crazy jobs, I was EXHAUSTED, my foot hurt, my legs were sore from being so stressed and tense.  Thursday night I went for a facial to calm myself down and I could feel my legs being super tense...it was weird.  So I went to be REALLY early, but didn't sleep and woke up any way Friday morning for a short, but relaxing swim.  It felt good.  I'm typing this as I try and think of all the things I need to remember to bring with me...ugghhh I hate packing with I'm nervous!  I'm also needing to watch a tutorial on how to tape my foot...I just really hope my foot holds up.  There is nothing that I can do about the weather (50 and raining), but I want to try my hardest to not injure my self any more that I already have.  I just can't wait until its all over...the feeling will be great.  Then I can get back to my regular work outs and start loosing weight again, this week was not good, I was stress eating :(  Well, I guess that's it...I'm on my way to COMO in an hour...will def write after this is all over!!!

prepared???

As I sit here and ice and stretch my foot, I can't help but wonder if I'm really ready??? I haven't run 3 miles in several weeks now...ugggh this could be bad.  As long as I finish, that's what I keep telling myself...no one to beat...just want to finish!!!  I swam my 400 today in 6min 30sec...not too bad...my best 500 time in HS was 6:09 I think??? I wore my tri shorts swimming today, that was weird :)  It's weird because this has been building for 12 weeks now...and its here??? Wow time gets away from you when your training hard... Cute guy at the pool today, chating it up about the tri...hummm, guess I will keep swimming until I leave the country...(side note)  So I guess its not SUPPOSE to rain...but be like 50 degrees!  That is going to be SUPER cold coming out of the pool and riding...maybe I will bring my legs for the bike...either way I will be WET!  WET + 50 DEGREES + BIKE = COLD!!!  Let the anxiety begin....

one more week!

I can't believe it is almost here!  I'm not sure I feel ready....but really, are you ever REALLY ready???  I haven't run in 2 weeks, so that is really freaking me out, but I don't want to take the chance...I'm just going to stretch really well every day this week, ice it and hope that all is well... My body does feel tired though.  This week I will not be lifting and will swim 2 days and bike 2 days and that will be about it... I was getting more excited last night as I was reading all about the festivities that day and the day before.  There is a clinic for first timers on Sat. at 5, and I plan on being there.  I hear there is a couple hills on the bike loop, I hope my 7 minute mt. climbing spin track helps with those... I do feel stronger, and if nothing else...this was my motivation to loose 15lbs...I am very proud.  My sister is already looking at the next tri...in Willard at the end of May, I'm going to see if I can get my foot to feel better by then!!!

options

So I def. swore off running after my crazy time on Sunday...I vowed to wear tennis shoes and my inserts no matter how dorky I look every day will nice black pant... (I feel like AN OLD LADY!)  I went to the dr. he said I have 2 options:  1) another cortisone shot and no running for 6 weeks...meaning NO TRI  or 2) "Suck it up" and do the tri...and take pain killers as needed, really  the dr. said that "suck it up"!  So I chose #2, and for whatever reason today I felt great....hmmmm.  I have been swimming and biking like crazy.  I really just want to finish, that would be enough for me!!! I have learned that this issue I have is very common among runners, and teachers :)  So my lovely family at work has given me tip after tip...and I'm doing well.  Less than 3 weeks, hope it all works out!

S.O.B.!!!!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I am so MAD!!! So I gave up running for 1 week, and well my foot didn't get better :(  Last week was sort of an off week for training.  I did however, get on MY bike!  2 times in 1 week...thank you SPRING weather!  So I was having sort of a blah weekend and thanks to my training buddy, I was able to get motivated to do about 16 mile ride today.  Not too much, but it felt good.  I was feeling so good that I decided to...you guessed it, RUN!  I was loving it, I missed it, there is something so amazing about nice weather + good music + a runner high :) So I "said" I was going to go "easy" but its really hard to do that when you know what your body can do!  My body was saying "finally...go, go, go, go, go, further, further, further" and then my FREAKING FOOT was saying...."DAMN YOU!!! I HURT, STOP!!!" So I limped about a mile home...I am so bummed...I'm not sure what to do.  Do I just try and push through for the next 3 weeks and then call the Dr.?  Do I call the Dr. and go and then ignore what he says...cause I freaking know what he will say!?! Do I not run until May 1 and then KILL myself, then go to the dr?  Ughhhh, I just don't know....

Not again....

I have officially given up running for the week...SUCKS!  My foot is so sore! Last week was a great week training, I wanted to write every day, but I was so slammed at work...I will be glad when the next 3 weeks are over.  That also means the Tri will be here...I'm getting nervous!  I ran 2 miles on Sat...at a quick pace, then did my weight class.  Then went straight to get a massage and facial, AMAZING!  As soon as I was leaving the place I could barely walk on my left foot and it just kept getting worse.  So I'm off running this week in hopes my foot will love me and STOP hurting.  Today I swam in the am and biked (spin class) in the PM.  I hate when I have bad swimming days, my body feel super sore.  Tomorrow I will do my weight class, Wed. swim and bike, Thurs swim, Friday bike, Sat run??? we shall see!  Pray my foot gets better!